This entire journey into a wilderness of deep darkness and confusion has mirrored back to me every single hurt and pain I’ve ever carried. And I’ve asked why a million times – praying to God the Father. I end up here with this one truth: We can’t heal a narcissists. These have been given over […]
This morning I woke up with a disturbing revelation. All of these people I’ve met from the script writer to the trucking company woman have all led to nowhere. I found out after much dialogue that they were much like me – carrying aspirations to do something in the film industry but they had never […]
I don’t know what we’re meant to do together but something is going on. And it seems as I’m typing this there is in an unspoken “will” that’s going on and directing my path beyond what words say. I feel like he’s blocking my path to Texas and perhaps I am too but it’s not […]
My offer didn’t come over this morning as expected. Instead I received a call from the owner asking me to put together a plan to work on the company’s social media and marketing from a distance. I feel like I’m a piece of laundry in the dryer spin cycle. The moment I get my mind […]
Skyla laid down in the hotel bed with a mind spinning through thoughts of the 24 hours that stood before her. Tomorrow, Monday the trucking guy from Texas had promised to call her. He would want an answer from her; would she be willing to come to Texas and commit to him long term. She […]
This is so unbelievably crazy. They’re here. The angels are here. They are connecting a tribe and it’s happening. My son is about to be rescued to California and doors are opening no one can close. It’s happening. Revelation 3.7. He’s taking the high to the low and he’s exalting his appointed ones. We’re going […]
Tonight I saw 27 again – pictured on an image of a workout machine. It’s the crossroad I live at now and the bday of this woman and a number that pops up frequently wanting to tell me a message it seems. I looked up it’s meaning in the bible and first read over the […]
I know he loves me. Perhaps I’m sad that he may never find that again the way he had it with me. When he’s in trouble, I’ve been the first person he calls. After the storms. After the surgery. He knows I pray for him and I cry for him and I write him letters […]
This morning I was greeted by the woman at the hotel front desk as she asked, “Is your name Angel?” No, I answered – thinking nothing of it. I sat down in the lounge couch chairs next to two of my crew members and pulled out my phone to check flight information as the lobby […]
Last night I woke up at 7am to the sun peaking through a window without blackout curtains in the Hyatt of Downtown Tampa. I got up and felt awful, investigated the blinds an found a hidden layer with a black out plastic drop-down device and transformed my room into darkness again. There I laid with […]