This morning as I was applying my makeup in preparation for 3-legs and back to LA tonight, I saw flashbacks of various versions of myself in the one staring back at me in the mirror. From my earliest memories through childhood, motherhood and in the spiritual realm of visions where I’ve seen myself as Skyla, […]
Over the last few weeks, trying to settle into LA has. been a series of repeating the same mistakes I’ve been making since I first woke to remembrance of the buried book that was mysteriously mirroring my life. That’s when I first ran away from this rabbit hole of strange happenings into distractions and past […]
It’s been a roller coaster ride of a first week in LA and to my surprise, my first flight out is to Hawaii. I knew this was a day that would create new awareness and spiritual eyes to see something new. After all, my first trip to Maui back in February was one that shifted […]
Dear God, I pulled up the lease specials on the jeep at 4:37. I’m going to drive there but I need you to go before me. If this is your will for me I know you will make a way. When I prayed and asked, “Please tell me what car you want me to get.” […]
God I took notes today in church and I have been remembering the times you have helped me. But I’m trying to remember when I’ve ever felt like I do now. From a love perspective, I’m broken. I’ve felt broken many times saying goodbye to people who didn’t want me around anymore. This has happened […]
Everyone loves a good story. I prefer the real ones because anything else is merely the creation of one’s imagination. Landing in California yesterday was terrifying – picked up from the airport by a woman I’ve only met once. But the drive home made the other feel like a walking the park. My ex texted […]
CJ prepares to leave Miami, recollecting pivotal moments in Southern Florida, strange dreams of past lives with the man in California, her sessions with hypnotherapist Dr. Anne Marie and the elderly couple who told her that a fated meeting with a man they called her “twin soul” was in store for her in the next […]
After CJ created a film deck and submitted it to a Hollywood producer for her book to be considered as a film last November, she never heard from the man again, causing her to lose hope in the project. Then months later in March, she found out her company was moving her to LA. In […]