Entries by J. Anasilan

Karmic Endings Trust God

Today I went to the beach and roller bladed down the boardwalk as I saw patterns before me. First 2 separate sets of women in pain over a break up. The homeless woman cried and screamed out “you motherf-er rapist son a…” The second woman wearing a brown dress like the one Julia Roberts had […]

Sacred Space Secrets

I don’t feel like I’m in alignment with anyone and I feel uneasy even writing truths in journals anymore. Pages get lost, that woman goes through my room and stuff, I have no true privacy and there’s nowhere to vent my thoughts without feeling like there will be consequences in some way. To be honest, […]

Sandbox of Surrender

Back in 2018, I found myself at a place of rock bottom that had saturated into my soul. The weights of this world had become so heavy, I didn’t see a way to carry them anymore. I woke one day with a voice inside of me saying, “Make a sandbox.” It seemed like a silly […]

She’s Not the Author

This was a long rant and recollection with a series of prayers that went unanswered on the following day as CJ’s son missed her flight. But it’s also a coming back moment to the purpose and storyline of Remember Skyla. CJ realizes that she’s at the place in the prophecy where she finds the new […]

The Son & the Sand

The son returns after she collects sand for her new prayer box and joins hearts with her daughter. This episode covers miracles, prayers answered and more trials in the month of June and into July for CJ who wrote the book about Skyla that’s buried in the sand as a prophecy of what would come […]

Looking Up

I’m very grateful for the downloads I received in the Twilight this morning. I was shown that Tamera is somewhat of an angel, playing a role quite divine in my path. She’s like the big sister I never had and the mother of me and my son in ways I can’t yet speak of – […]

Is This My Calling

Over the last few weeks, trying to settle into LA has. been a series of repeating the same mistakes I’ve been making since I first woke to remembrance of the buried book that was mysteriously mirroring my life. That’s when I first ran away from this rabbit hole of strange happenings into distractions and past […]

Cardinals in Hawaii

It’s been a roller coaster ride of a first week in LA and to my surprise, my first flight out is to Hawaii. I knew this was a day that would create new awareness and spiritual eyes to see something new. After all, my first trip to Maui back in February was one that shifted […]

Remembered Past Lives

CJ prepares to leave Miami, recollecting pivotal moments in Southern Florida, strange dreams of past lives with the man in California, her sessions with hypnotherapist Dr. Anne Marie and the elderly couple who told her that a fated meeting with a man they called her “twin soul” was in store for her in the next […]