Seaside, Steve & Son

God thank you for the hope in the 3 bedroom apartment by the ocean at Will Rogers. I didn’t get to see it because the door was locked and i know that only you can open doors so I trust there was a reason for this. I went to the ocean and had pep in my step today with music I loved on the playlist and a vision of trying out for the Baywatch show. I have no experience but if this is a door that you are opening for me it will be the one that leads me to the dreams you’ve given me.

God my mom named me after a woman on TV and you know that this has always been a dream of mine. I don’t speak about it and I’ve denied it to myself because I didn’t know how I’d ever do it. But as Steve said tonight, it’s not my place to figure out how. I am only to ask you and to walk in faith – work hard and show up and you do the giving.

I have the angels flame site set up as if I’m about to have a talk show tomorrow with amazing stories to share. I would love to be like Steve and have a huge platform and success to tell people about how I followed the dreams you gave me to go to California chasing a new chapter, love and a story in a movie. I thought the hope was to get the book into film but I’m realizing that the story would glorify you but not in the way I truly want because it doesn’t have the part 2 yet. I want to tell people how all things worked out for my good and how you turned pain into purpose and a long road of tears and unknown into a blessing beyond my wildest dreams.

Thank you for the ability to work out today and for the courage to remake a vision board. If you cause me to look like Pam did and to get a role in this show I will honor you in all interviews and opportunities to speak in telling everyone about this day.

Thank you for the talk with my son tonight. He said he’d be open to moving here if we had a house. I would really love to a place by the beach and I’d love to bring Drako too. God give us a house with a yard that we can afford in an area that is safe and beautiful and that will bring us joy and laughter and hope for the days coming.

I know you can do anything.

Thank you for reminding me of that with Steve’s videos tonight.

In Jesus name I pray and give thanks,

Amen.