Angels Everywhere

I’m placing my journal entry here tonight. These women seem to be all on a mission of some sort and I believe God has a reason I am encouraged and yet keep checking my soul desires too. I’m angry 400,000 churches gather every Sunday to worship God and teach God and we have 400,000 orphans in the US today when the “only religion undefiled before God the Father is to care for these uncovered ones in their time of distress.” James 1:27

I’m angry that mobs get together to slay the single mothers out there who are doing what this world often gives them as the only option to feed their kids (finding men to care for them even in horrid ways) and I’m angry that more than 1 in 4 homes in this country where kids are sleeping are fatherless tonight and we accept this while accusing women of bad things in adoption too. What woman would get an adoption if she had a loving man there to support her and be a teammate in raising child and a community rallying around her to help her in this process? Not many. It’s a broken society that makes these vulnerable make choices in desperation.

I don’t know how God can use me in this role. It’s a lifeguard show built on hot girls in swimsuits and I’m praying if God sends me I can follow the Lord, hear his heart and instructions and be a beacon of light that speaks what God would speak and does what God would have his daughter do and raises the awareness and the funds to open the Fire Ranch Sanctuary and do as HIS word says in Malichi and bring our tides to HIS STOREHOuSE where he says if we do he’ll pour out blessing more than we can even hold.

I know what it’s like to be fatherless and a widow. It’s horrible. And I know what it’s like to go to the churches for help in these seasons and be turned away, shamed, condemned or just plain ignored like I’m invisible and I don’t want to wage war against any group I just want to be the answer in some small way; the example of what God will do with a willing heart who says YES to walk in faith and keep my eyes on the vision of something that can truly heal his children and widows.

I want communities that don’t tolerate abuse and offer options to set the captives free. I want communities of mentorship where people step up a fathers and mothers to kids that they didn’t birth. I want a society that honors women and children as God’s chosen and not throw-aways, accidents or pray. The Epstein files talked about “fatherless kids” as the number one criteria in their search for taking children. Do you think Satan isn’t behind this – a literal scripture from the book that this country has built it’s Christianity upon.

God make a way for me to stir up hearts to help. Give me a voice that people might listen to. I say “yes” but I don’t want my ego to run anything. I need you to lead me and guide me and carry me to whatever you have for me to do. Use me God.